Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Lonely

I feel so alone right now. Nothing in my life is going well. I am completely responsible, but I don't know how to get myself out of this mess. My job is killing me from the inside out. I need to get out of this situation soon before my head explodes. I feel like no one can help me. I feel like I am lost in a forest, and I cannot see the sun. It is really dark under the canopy of trees and I do not know which direction to go to get out. I really want out of the forest. I love trees and all, but I am really beginning to feel suffocated. I cannot breathe. I have to see the sun soon. I don't ever remember feeling this lost before. I usually have some idea of which direction to take my life, but I have no clue right now. My vision is clouded. I wish life could be simpler just once. Why does it always have to be so difficult? I am tired. I need a life break. I need to stop time for a few months and unwind.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Dear Amateur Life Coach:

Someone in the universe hears you.
The sun is inside you, Beloved.
And you are the forest
And you are the tree.
If you cannot find your way out,
perhaps your answers are within.
If you sit down at the base of the tree, and listen to the silence beneath that voice that is shouting out your lost hope...if you can become very still and listen...you will find the miracle you are looking for inside of yourself.
Inside you are well, Beloved.
Use your health to heal yourself, and then bring it out to the rest of the world.